urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:k4313n k4313n k4313n 2007-07-17T11:55:37Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:k4313n:1236 2007-07-17T11:55:37Z 2007-07-17T11:55:37Z if this is the way it really is going to be then im throwing in the towel.&nbsp;<br />i dont want to be an alchoholic and i dont want anyone to view me as that.<br />being called a "drunken fool" kind of really makes me think about it.<br />and i need to realize alchohol shouldnt be an everyday thing,<br />atleast around you.<br /><br /><br />second of all, fair game is a table not a purse.<br />and im done being pushed around, asked if i will buy people food, or give people cigarrettes,<br />or a ride, no, not happening. i work real hard all the time, i almost live at work, so i wont buy you<br />shit unless you know what its like to work 24/7.<br /><br /><br />third,&nbsp;<br />im sick of this lonely business. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:k4313n:981 2007-07-15T18:10:36Z 2007-07-15T18:10:36Z <p>really blows my mind that everyone knows we were talking to cops and were constantly calling us in the process to know what happened. i felt like i rocked that bitch's world after all those sobriety tests and i just told her in the middle of heel-toeing to just have me blow and get it over with because I BLEW ZEROS. =].</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:k4313n:586 2007-06-13T08:38:30Z 2007-06-13T08:38:30Z velvet underground &lt;center&gt;i think its safe to say that<br />there is no difference between beginning and end.&nbsp;